windsurfing tomorrow! now i can re-burn the bits that have been happily peeling away. looks like i'll have been averaging something like 1 session a week... but i'll surely forget it all once term starts. no sentosa time this holiday... but at least i'll have had some fun in the sun.
went to orchard road and got a new pair of glasses due to mum's insistent complaints. after 30min of aches in the right eye, the world is so much clearer! i think im so dazzled by the clarity that i lose my ability to pick up babes in my peripheral vision... damn! also got the christmas party gift and the birthday present for my ex. hope she likes it... hard to tell if her tastes have changed, just going by instincts. also ran into Farhana, one of my council juniors (the nice type). reminds me of days of yore...
yesterday i woke up and realised that something inside me had died. i searched my insides and couldnt find the usual warm pulse that it brought me... i went through the day trying to evoke it and it wouldnt respond. i think maybe it really might be gone, since its Day 2 and there are no stirrings. but ther is no way to test until i meet up with the source of what i have lost... if that does not revive it, i am a liberated man. empty, but happy.
Everything's Changing - Keane
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