clinics are coming and i need patients. even with the lack of namecards i still managed to get some relatives interested. looks like a potential p/f, a 3-unit bridge and some sundry resto so far. wonder what the paternal side might have in store for me?
time really seems to fly by. it doesnt seem so long ago that we were frolicking under the sun in Sentosa preparing for orientation. and soon the clinics will fill with our patients. guess its time i took a moment to reflect about how ive done so far in the intangibles. what have i experienced that will shape my future as a practitioner. am i patient? do i care? will i know how to act when things go wrong? do i act in the best interests of the patient or to complete schedule? have i been nice to my classmates? does my lab partner trust me? have i been the best person i can be?
v-day is round the corner. people reminisce about the outing we had last year but frankly its gonna take some work to get another one off the ground and that's whats putting people off from having another one. i know i could do with some good company on that day. it ceased being 'just another day' quite a while ago and i really hate spending it alone with new pains and old memories. i miss the sense of knowing there was someone always there for me to talk to at night. someone i could put my arm around to share a tender moment with, someone to spoil silly with little gifts and secret letters. someone to hold me when things were bad, someone to laugh with when things were good. and now here i am, alone and stuck in an emotional state i dont want to be in.
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