Monday, November 23, 2009

Boxes

this blog has probably gained as much metaphysical dust as the possessions i now pack into cardboard boxes to prepare to move to my new house. many things have happened since i last wrote. the housing has been arranged, we'll be occupying my granny's place which will be next to the new flat my parents have. yay en-bloc redevelopment! renovation's halfway through, and through the cloud of dust and random bits of wood being joined together i can see a home taking shape. it wont be a home in the proper sense until we're back from honeymoon tho!

there are some things i hope i can do after everything has been worked out. as with every single list i've ever posted, it never happens that way but it's a fun exercise nonetheless...

1) read every single book on marriage in the family bookshelf before May 1st
2) increase my (negligible) piano skills/flute skills/guitar skills
3) assemble, paint poor little VF-1S model kit that has been gathering dust for years half-completed
4) assemble, paint the massive collection of incomplete minis:
- WOB MD 42nd SD
- Clan Nova Cat Xi Galaxy
- 3025 minis in 4th Ed box set scheme
5) read that implant book that's been sitting on my shelf for the longest time
6) re-read my perio texts
7) start little potted plant eco-garden-in-a-jar thing for my study room window sill
8) sew curtains

um yeah. right. place your bets how much of this is going to happen. i'm prioritising number 1 tho.

Bitter Heart - Zee Avi

Sunday, July 26, 2009

Compressions

time has come for me to wipe the dust off this blog! for those of you who actually bother to read this darn thing and don't have me on FB/meet me in real life, i would like to broadcast the following:

on 170709 i became engaged to the love of my life. we intend to marry in the middle of next year. and a week after the proposal, i'm still feeling pretty high!

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

Dental Reflections 015

the patient came in complaining of a dislocated jaw a few hours ago. the occlusal disturbance and head of condyle bulging out of position were obvious to see. after some sweating and straining and cursing i managed to stuff it back in.
not 5 minutes later, as i begin to treat the next patient, the patient comes knocking on my jaw saying he's popped his freaking joint out again.
by this time, my thumbs are hurting like heck, and as i attempt to stuff it back in i find myself struggling to find the strength to do so.
in the end i have to scream for help and Raymond stuffs it back in within a 10-second attempt. we then bandaged his head to keep the darn thing closed.
i wonder if he'll be back? sian...

Saturday, April 25, 2009

Dental Reflections 014

i guess wall-of-text posts can be quite dry. here's something a bit different.

just the other day we had a walk-in. c/o pain q2. there was some pretty extensive FP work in place, with #16-#25 as 2 bridges. #26 was unrestored, and what i tentatively labelled as #27 had the weirdest prosthodontic restoration; it looked for all the world like a pre-fab temp crown and yet had been left as a permanent restoration for 20+ years. it was in fact older than the rest of her FP work, although it was done at the same clinic. as it was tender to percussion and the patient wasn't too keen to dis-ass it and kiv RCT, i took it out there and then. sorry, no clinical pictures. what i have for you is a series based on what i did the next day during lunch time.

*note: the pics i uploaded are too damn big, please click to see until i can fix them*

Occlusal View


quite a sight, isnt it? i actually asked the patient which village in china she did it in. apparently its called 'bukit timah'...

buccal view

here's the buccal view. i support my claim that this was a pre-fab item made in tin or aluminium by the fact that my claw forceps could put that dent into it that you see at the gingival margin.

palatal view

it even has a seam line!

radicular view

a root view to let you see once again the magnificent overhangs. and just imagine, they were equigingival clinically... that weird lump of meat near the palatal root is some granulation tissue.

the caries?

the suspected caries were just away from the forceps, at the distopalatal...

so i proceeded to put a bur to it...

Buccal sectioning

the soft, cheap-ass metal yielded easily enough. the luting agent underneath was impressively thick, and still mostly white.

Coronal sectioning

i continued to hack around the temp crown...

The disassembled prosthesis - intaglio view

after prying the sucker off with a combination of ultrasonic scalers and violence, here's what it looked like. i was at first thinking that the cement may have been ZOE but it was hard as heck. might have been ZnPO4.

The disassembled prosthesis - occlusal view

here's another view

The Caries

i found big-ass root caries, which was probably what led to the endodontic infection

The Caries

much easier to appreciate when dry.

at this point the smell was really getting to me and i chucked all the stuff. the one thing which i forgot to show about this? there was no evidence of caries or restoration of the coronal structure under all the cement!

so... why the heck did the dentist do what he did and leave it that way? i think the only possible answer is that this was in fact #28, with the #27 extracted and drifted forward. the temp crown may have been placed simply to fill the interdental space. with all that ZnPO4 within the confines of the temp crown and locking into the natural coronal bulbosities, the temp would have stayed in for all those years, while the overhangs made it impossible to do any form of proper hygiene maintenance...

Bob Lennon - Urasawa Naoki







Tuesday, April 07, 2009

Dental Reflections 013

i guess it's a reflection of the current state of the economy that i should be talking a bit about how the government funds its dental services. from the complaints lodged in the papers, it would seem that the people expect the Ministry to be something like Santa Claus, giving away good, cheap stuff and quickly too. i'd also like to clarify that while i am on a Ministry bond, i consider myself a healthcare practitioner and not a civil servant in the usual sense.

most people know that i despise the assumption that one can get cheap fast and good in one package. this is no different.

the way i understand things work, the government gives the polyclinics a certain allotment of money to fund their activities. whatever fees the polyclinics charge goes into supplementing this yearly budget to fund their operations, manpower and logistics costing.

polyclinic dental services are no different. grant costs must fit with takings to keep the dental service in the green, despite the higher materials cost and slower consult times that dental management requires. manpower and supporting infrastructure is also much less.

where does that leave us? a recent spate of letters to the forum sections has been bemoaning the long queue times that are needed to get a dental appointment. now, here's a thought. why are we so fully booked? i believe a lot of it has to do with our fantastically low prices. where else can you get an enthusiastic idealistic young DO to do a SAP for $25.60 that's worth $70 in the private? and if these people can't wait, why not head out to the private? are the dental polyclinics so saturated?

imagine another scenario. every single one of my appointment slots for 6 months is booked solid with the patients i have seen before, returning for 6/12 hygiene reviews. thats... 2000 patients (a nice round number for illustration). we have 10 chairs in SHP. that means we can theoratically saturate at 20000 patients in the whole of the south to east side of singapore. lets throw NHG into the mix. imagine... they have 20 chairs (illustrative, i havent collected the stats) which means they can see, what, another 40000 patients? this brings us to a total of 60k patients. one can appreciate that this represents less than 2% of our 4mil singapore population. even considering our huge database of defaulters and one-off attendees, we'll never be able to cater to more that 5% of the people of Singapore at once.

so now how, you ask. oh great rich and prosperous Santa Claus Zheng Hu, what will you do for us? to increase our dental staffing means a need for personnel, infrastructure and logistics. this all costs money. dentists dont grow on trees, neither do dental chairs. so... where can we get this cash from? there is only one place where governments primarily fund their activities. this is tax. how much do you want to raise the income tax and the GST to give us this supposed cheap treatment? GST at 15%? sky-high income tax? is this fair to tax the general populace just to pander to the whims of the few? and when the tax rises to an unfair level, wont the rich people and the businesses run off and take their money elsewhere, leaving us poor slobs to die for our selfishness?

what is the other way to make the queues shorter then? if money can't be touched, what can we sacrifice next? quality. its very simple. shorten the appointment times, or double-book the slots. so what if you force the DOs into situations where they have to do incomplete scalings or crap-ass ugly CRs? the patients are being seen! oh joy! never mind if they come back with dropped fillings or periodontitis because we missed the calculus or had no time to give OHI. they wont know the difference.

bollocks.

someone needs to stand tall and decide what they want out of our polyclinic dental services. do you want us to truly care for our patients? then restrict who can see us so that we can truly serve them. do you want to cast your net wide and still have short queues? be prepared for complaints about shoddy quality. you cant have all 3 factors, you cant have your cake and eat it.

Sunday, March 01, 2009

School Ties

i did something a bit unusual for a sunday morning today. i put on a white shirt and work pants instead of the usual jeans and polo shirt. and before i stepped out of the house i put on a school tie.

why in the world, at my age, having left school for so many years, would i still want to remember Founder's Day? i've talked at length in this blog before about what i owe this school in terms of opportunities, education and friendship. in terms of learning not only about the things in books but of life and how to live it. in terms of how to conduct myself as a scholar, officer and gentleman. this is nothing new.

no, i wear my tie lest i forget the goodness of my God to me through my school. without this school, founded 123 years ago, i would not be where i am today. and without my God, my school would not have been able to shape me in the way it did.

God save our land and heaven bless our ACS forever!

The Anthem - H.M. Hoisington

Saturday, February 07, 2009

Getting Away With It...

its been a while since i've posted on non-dental matters. after today's lunch i felt it in the public interest to blog once again about food.

as one grows older and perhaps more financially carefree, ones ability to eat at fancy schmantzy restaurants also increases. i had previously discovered the joys of really good raw fish at Sushi Yoshida and Tatsuya, and also found a pretty decent quality and volume mix in Wasabi Tei. this also led me to stop eating at Sakae Sushi (pronounced suck-ka-ey btw), because there are some things you just don't do to nigirizushi... like put cheap-ass fish on it and send it for a long trip around the konbeya beruto until some poor sap picks it off, dips it in overly-hot wasabi stirred vigorously into his shoyu and eats it without an appreciation of true flavour, feeling so happy to eat weakly-flavoured fish with its taste deficiency covered by a strong sauce mixed in a way that actually causes its main ingredient to spoil.

this lunchtime we went to Sushi Tei at Ngee Ann City. we were hoping for at least decent food at reasonable prices. for mains i went with the Yakitori Bento and Peijun ordered a Sashimi Salad. we also threw on a double serving of Salmon Belly Aburi Sushi, and a Hotate thingy-with-cheese.

my Yakitori Bento arrived first. competent but unexciting, the chicken was tender and flavoured by a sauce and sliced onions. i was in fact counting on this to be a filler so that i could cheap out instead of having to stuff myself up on sushi. and unfortunately this was the most successful dish of the lot, in my eyes. Peijun rejected her salad because the lettuce bits were a most suspicious looking brown. and we witnessed a kitchen staffer take over the rejected plate, pick some pieces of fish and leaf off and chuck them, then glad-wrap the remaining salad and put it in a fridge. please tell me you like Sushi Tei now... the Aburi Sushi was cold and not terribly good (whats the point of turning a flamer on your sushi if you can't get the contrast of cold rice and warm fish right). the Scallop? an unbalanced overly-strong cheese on inconsisted shellfish (one piece was soft, one was hard).

i think i'll save my money and spend it at Tatsuya. rare but treasured meals are more worthwhile than cheap and unsatisfactory ones. fare thee well, Sushi Tei, your old standards have fallen.

Seishun no Tobira - Ikimonogakari


Wednesday, January 28, 2009

Sunny Side Up

xin nian dao! and with it new blessings and problems... from crisis comes development and strengthening. and from crabs come tomalley!
on the way back from lunch we were discussing the concept of sick leave. please note that the thoughts recorded herein are mine and may not reflect the actual prevailing legal or ethical standards of employment in my country...
1) Sick Leave is a Privilege and not a Right;
2) Whereas Annual Leave is a Right provided for in the Contract of Employment allowing for the Employee to take leave of absence from his work place (subject to certain conditions as laid out within said Contract),
3) Sick Leave is contingent upon the Employee having taken ill or requiring a procedure
3a) to a degree at which a licensed Medical Practitioner or Dental Practitioner deems the Employee incapacitated and unfit for work
4) This does not happen every day, or at the whim and fancy of the Employee!
5) Furthermore, if there was no difference between Sick Leave and Annual leave, why would HR go to all the trouble to separate and differentiate the two? Sick Leave and Annual Leave would thus have been combined under a single administrative umbrella.
6) In conclusion, Sick Leave is a Privelege awarded to the Employee to provide for rest and recovery during periods of convalescence, while allowing him to take the same amount of entitled Annual Leave as other employees.
6a) It is NOT for extending your holidays!
CrushCrushCrush - Paramore

Thursday, January 08, 2009

Dental Reflections 012

i really think this is something i dont update enough. inertia and ennui get in the way of me sitting down to type out things, reflect on actions and improve my approaches.
today i saw the results of questionable management. it was a situation which, when presented to me, was something that i found myself unable to cope with and had to urgently refer. and it is because that situation may have been preventable that i want to blog this out, to settle mind and emotions.
the patient first presented to us on 070109, c/o pain q3. NRMH, NKDA. in addition to the poor oral hygiene status, assorted caries and a root stump, #37 was deemed to be non-vital with an acute suppurative apical periodontitis. due to the buccal swelling, the practitioner who saw the case decided to prescribe antibiotics and painkillers and gave a 2/52 return visit.
the patient returned the next day, with the pain unrelieved and the swelling even bigger despite the prescribed medication having been eaten.
o/e: L buccal swelling, of a doughy consistency and extremely tender to palpation. there was trismus, preventing insertion of 2 finger-breadths. intraorally, the sulcus adjacent to #37 appeared raised and hyperaemic. #37 was impressively carious, the entire buccal aspect was missing to a subgingival level.
my approach was to attempt an extraction kiv i&d. the patient was progressively wedged open with a rubber mouth prop (no gag-prop available to crank him open unfortunately) and periodontal infiltration was delivered to the tooth, followed by an attempt at an IDN block, which was not successful. anaesthesia was however sufficient to attempt extraction, and despite the remaining lingual coronal structure shearing off the tooth was elevated and delivered in pieces, completely.
this is where things didnt run the way i wanted them to. there was no drainage from the socket, even after curettage. there was no obvious fluctuant point in the sulcus despite the apparent raising, and so for a shot in the dark i went for an incision at the buccal of #37. no pus, no joy. the patient was then referred to a nearby hospital with oral surgical facilities for immediate management of the abscess.
what is the surgical lesson to be gained here? our professors and texts left us with 2 excellent principles. firstly, the surgeon's best antibiotic is his scalpel. secondly, do not let the sun go down on undrained pus! i believe that both these principles were breached in giving antibiotics and a 2/52 return date. extractions can and should be carried out in the presence of swellings. these prevent a dento-alveolar abscess from turning into a facial abscess and a dental emergency from turning into a possible medical emergency. while it is not entirely clear that, given that i could not achieve drainage today, drainage may have been achieved yesterday, it sure as heck would not be raising questions in my mind if the tooth had been removed yesterday while the swelling was still small. it may well have saved the patient a trip to the hospital...

Saturday, December 13, 2008

Dental Reflections 011

now for a little ramble on everybody's favourite dental hard tissue lesion, the non-carious cervical lesion!

scourge of all honest dentists, NCCLs of varying shapes and sizes can be found in just about every mouth. NCCLs as a lesion also have various aetiologies and thus serve as diagnostic indicators for complex problems in the mouth. a lesion is after all part of a complete disease process...

the NCCL can be generated by factitious means (overbrushing) as well as from occlusal overloading (bruxism), while their appearance can be modified by acid erosion. the key is to be able to identify each possible cause, and to link them up into a total treatment plan.

the NCCL of overbrushing is by far the most common type of NCCL. sheer chronic traumatic brushing force will over time cause gingival recession. the denuded root surface is then worn away by the same chronic brushing force, creating smooth-surfaced depressions in the root dentine. enamel may also be lost due to an undermining effect, but will have a smooth surface.

the NCCL of bruxism is a rarer lesion. current theories point to loss of the enamel and later dentine at the CEJ region due to flexion of the tooth under parafunctional loads. the lesion will have a well-defined wedge shape, and the coronal margin at the enamel will have a sharp edge. this lesion, seen early enough, will actually be bounded by enamel, unlike the overbrushing NCCL which begins in dentine. later lesions will, due to increase in size in an apical direction, have their gingival margins in dentine, but will once again have the classic sharp edge to the enamel border.

Acid erosion modifies the shape of the NCCL by eating away at its borders. the coronal edge is more affected, possibly due to the higher mineral content of the enamel. the effect is a dramatically wide lesion with reference to its coronal-apical dimensions, with an enamel involvement often 3mm or more in height. the surface is smooth and gives the restorative dentist headaches in trying to figure out how to place a bevel for his composite.

in the whole scheme of things, aetiology will lead to diagnosis, diagnosis will lead to treatment planning, and then on into review and a re-planning if necessary. it goes without saying that all 3 conditions identified should be dealt with.

overbrushing can be dealt with, first by education and then by devising a monitoring system. education for me would consist of actually getting the patient to stick out his hand so you can demonstrate on his skin/thumbnail what adequate brushing pressure truly means. once the patient has been told about soft toothbrushes, he is also informed that he can self-monitor; he will still be overbrushing if his toothbrushes spoil rapidly or his new restorations have been rubbed away by his brushing. this also incentivises the patient by empowering him to take care of his own condition.

bruxism is of course a much more tricky proposition to deal with. splints and such are by no means simple things to manage, and given the complex, multifactorical nature of the bruxism syndrome, referral is always a viable option.

acid erosion will require a careful review of dietary intake. acid erosion from dietary sources tends to lead to NCCL aggravation, whereas acid reflux from GERD or bulimia will lead to erosion of the palatal surfaces of the teeth, especially the upper anteriors and first premolars, and the 2 problems could of course also come superimposed. it is also a given that what the dentist considers acidic and detrimental to dental health a patient may consider a normal part of his diet, for example an orange every day as an afternoon snack or grapefruit juice with the breakfast. modifying of behaviour as opposed to banning may be more effective in the long run, as a patient may be more willing to listen if you tell him to rinse with water and apply Recaldent as opposed to being faced with a bleak future containing no lime juice after his lunches.
once the aetiologic cause has been at least initially addressed, the dentist can consider the question of restoration. i personally take a conservative approach to restoring the NCCL. if the lesion's cause has been dealt with, they will of course not get deeper, and restoration becomes option if the lesion does not trouble the patient aesthetically or via sensitivity.
most of us have been at least cursorily trained to deal with NCCL lesions using direct restorative materials, including the whole tooth-coloured restorative spectrum of composite resins and glass ionomer resins. other options, although now out of vogue, include amalgam and direct gold. a further consideration of an indirect restoration, for example CAD-CAM ceramics or even an indirect composite resin, were mooted over dinner with some friends but i have yet to try these or even heard of these being issued to a patient as of yet.
direct restoration of the NCCL faces a few challenges. the first is crevicular fluid, possibly compounded by blood in the case of the gingivitis patient. the second is aesthetic considerations with colour and contour, having to match the colour of both the coronal enamel as well as the root dentine. the last are the mechanical and chemical challenges faced by the restoration with respect to the aetiologic factors which created the NCCL in the first place.
crevicular fluid, flowing freely from the sulcus of an inflamed patient, is the bane of the restorative dentist. either the material must be able to handle the presence of fluid and its challenges to the material as well as its bond to tooth structure, or the dentist must be able to practically, if not absolutely, eliminate the crevicular fluid. for the first option, glass ionomer is the usual favourite option. while the material handles crevicular fluid a whole lot better than its other tooth-coloured alternatives, bathing it in crevicular ooze or blood is an invitation to failure. it may in fact be best to scale the patient, institute OHI and chemical adjunctives such as antibacterial mouthwash, and return to the problem in a few weeks when the gingiva is more willing to behave. this is cold comfort for the dentist faced with impatient patients or long intra-visit times which he can do nothing about. a second option mentioned by a colleague was an on-the-spot laser gingivectomy; laser ablation of inflamed and overhanging tissue, with its attendant cauterisation, would help greatly in terms of relative isolation of the lesion.
how does one choose shade for an NCCL? match to the coronal enamel, match to the root dentine, choose a happy medium, do a 2-colour build-up? there is no safe answer for this, as every aesthetic situation varies. this will become a major pitfall if root dentine colour varies greatly from coronal enamel colour, especially if there is exposed root on adjacent teeth which is not to be restored. long bevels on the coronal enamel are a great help when trying to achieve a colour match in an unfavourable situation, or if the edge of the NCCL has been back-stained by dietary content, when using a composite resin; the opacity of glass ionomer generally provides much more colour masking at the risk of an opaque and obvious restoration if colour match is sub-optimal. contour is also critical; a flat restoration is un-natural and may trap food. over-contoured restorations, on the other hand, will stick out and look 'pregnant' and unaesthetic. adequate contour helps to hide the restoration as well as provide a more 'self-cleansing' shape that will aid hygiene. good fine diamonds are critical for this.
finally, not every material is suitable to every NCCL. glass ionomer beats composite resin flat in terms of flex resistance, which will be critical in the stress-fracture NCCL of the bruxer. conversely, in acid environment or when faced with mechanical trauma from overbrushing, composite resins will perform better. when conditions with varying requirements coexist ot create an NCCL of multifactorial aetiology, simplify your problem by eliminating one cause first and restoring in a manner to suit the more intractable problem.
once the NCCLs have been restored, the dentist must be able to evaluate success. the restoration now becomes a diagnostic indicator of the success in eliminating aetiology. if, despite your best efforts in restoring, you notice the restorations disappearing in months, obviously something is wrong. perhaps your overbrusher has not taken your OHI to heart. perhaps your bruxer hates his splint. perhaps your dietary acid patient has fallen back on his usual comfort food without the hygiene behaviour modifications that you prescribed for him. in such a situation, reevaluate the causes, your aetiological control measures, and then re-restore the patient so that your monitoring devices are back in place!

Tuesday, December 02, 2008

The Little Flowers By The Roadside

i think that as a nation, we don't stop and stare often enough. there are times when we rush through life and fail to see the gradual changes around us. the blooming of the wild orchids in the trees on the way to the bus stop. the lizard scurrying on its way to the next tree. the pigeon squashed on the street. the neighbourhood kids who have grown up and gone to university. the way the wanton mee uncle flicks his scoop. sometimes one need to find time in the whole rush of life to breathe a bit.
here's a little poem:
"What is this life if, full of care,
We have no time to stand and stare.
No time to stand beneath the boughs
And stare as long as sheep or cows.
No time to see, when woods we pass,
Where squirrels hide their nuts in grass.
No time to see, in broad daylight,
Streams full of stars, like skies at night.
No time to turn at Beauty's glance,
And watch her feet, how they can dance.
No time to wait till her mouth can
Enrich that smile her eyes began.
A poor life this is if, full of care,
We have no time to stand and stare."

W.H. Davies
*note: this whole entry does not apply to accidents on expressways! please drive on!*

Thursday, November 27, 2008

Quando, Quando, Quando, Quandary

its kind of surreal when bits of your ancient past show up in unexpected ways in the present. today a patient came in for 6/12 carrying a book by Benoit Mandelbrot. i never actually knew that he was doing stuff on markets, although his chaos theory expertise makes so much sense given the unpredictability of stock markets. and if Mandelbrot-sama is writing on such a topic, it makes it more than obvious that market behaviour will truly be impossible to predict with any accuracy over any significant stretch of time...
*for those of you i lost along the way, here!*

Tuesday, November 04, 2008

Dental Reflections 010

the fine art of examining a scientific paper was emphasised to us during an excellent paper review yesterday. the topic of the OS Journal Club session was guided bone regeneration and membranes, focussing on the PhD paper of a particular oral surgeon in his quest to understand the importance of membranes in guided bone regeneration. one of the salient points brought up was that the PhD student's research was done on rats, whereby he had to hack up a whole bunch of rat mandibles. time consuming surgery for sure, especially in such a tiny, fiddly, smelly animal model. his conclusion was that for block grafts, at least, while the placement of membranes did not give a significantly better result in terms of graft outcome, the smaller confidence intervals for the membrane group once he plotted his stats indicated that he would still like to put in his Gore-Tex for his grafts.
this was picked up on by members of the floor; Gore-Tex has its own little problems. while much more able to hold its shape that the equivalent collagen membrane, once a Gore-Tex membrane gets exposed infection (and loss of the whole chunk of graft) happens very rapidly. post-op infections seem to correlate to size; the bigger the graft area, the bigger the Gore-Tex, the larger the area of flap which will not benefit from vascularisation of the graft region (due to the interposed Gore-Tex barrier) and hence the higher the chance of failure. this was practically eliminated in the 5mm diameter defect and graft sites in the rats. the differing immune and wound healing physiologies were also mentioned as significant, with a pithy quote from Prof Henk Tideman to sum it all up. questioning the over-reliance on animal experimental models, he said
'...you can put poop in a dog and it will still heal'
indeed...

Wednesday, October 08, 2008

The Old Man And The Sashimi

food review! the eatery du jour is Wasabi-Tei, a little (and i do mean little) japanese diner on the 5th floor of Far East Plaza. once again a surprise find from HungryGoWhere.com, we decided to head over to get some japanese food for comfort purposes.
Wasabi-Tei has a reputation for being run by a tyrant of a chef, who has a peculiar way of taking orders, but who creates amazing food which generates quite a crush of people. with this in mind, we arrived about 15min before opening time (1715hrs) and were first at the head of a queue which slighly overflowed the eatery's roughly 20-seat capacity by the time the doors opened. the excess people were left quietly sitting outside.
layout of the eatery corresponds to that of your average sushi shop. the chef's main work area is in the centre of the floor, with a bench all round. once customers are seated he is effectively locked in, much like an Elizabethan thrust-type stage. from here he and his wife command the floor. orders of food are taken first, from left to right, then drink orders. there is a strict rule of ordering everything at first instance, else a fee of 20% of cost is levied on the 2nd order. drinks are factored into a $2 'occupancy' charge, unless you want booze. Ocha is of course free-flow, and very hot.
a standard-issue starter of stewed chicken and wakame was plonked down in front of the whole eatery. while some food reviewers were over the moon with the starter, i found it pleasant enough but nothing to write home or scream oiishi about. a rather homely flavour which relaxes you as opposed to a knock-your-socks-off overture kind of starter.
next up was an Una-maki. here our opinions divided. the una-maki was cut in to 4 big, chunky sections with the unagi spilling out the terminal ends for visual effect, then piled on a small dish with a bit of pickled ginger and wasabi before special-secret-keroppi sauce was dribbled on (for those who understand the reference, a pat on the head for you!). i liked it. big-ass pieces of unagi, soft and tender with a sauce to modulate the potentially overpowering fishyness that unagi occasionally suffers from. minus points for incompletely slicing the nori between my pieces, requiring me to tear my makizushi apart. a ruptured maki is a tragedy... PJ found the sauce too sweet, and was not terribly impressed with the way he plonked the unagi pieces on the dish before getting the rice ready for rolling.
next up was a teriyaki salmon set. a slab of salmon, accompanied with shredded cabbage and salad dressing, pickled cucumber and a good old bowl of miso soup on the side. huge serving. and i say it again, it was big! i liked the done-ness of the salmon, altho the skin was a bit charred, resulting in PJ removing it from circulation.
the last item ordered was a Gyu-jyu. beef on rice in a laquered square box. honestly, while the beef-and-garlic concept was a good change from the usual beef-and-sauce type of gyu-don/jyu thingy, it was a little bit on the stringy side. anathema to she-of-the-active-ortho. i got a glimpse of the chirashi-don as i was eating this. similar box, intimidating mound of fish. i so want that the next time i go.
and so... in summary:
Jon - yesyesyes! want sushi in servings big enough to hurt when thrown! wantwantwant! surly service and small seats are a small price to pay!
PJ - nothing to write home about
Changin' - Stephanie

Thursday, October 02, 2008

Senseless

there are times when the impetus to put finger to keyboard just strikes, inexhorable and irresistable. sometimes this is in the face of great tragedy. other times great joy. other times the understated simplicity of a flower in bloom or the smile on a patient's face will create the stirring in ones heart to write. and for me, it was rediscovering a Koda Kumi song on JPopAsia.com...

people ask me why i listen to music in a language i don't understand. it's usually surprising enough for them when they find out my preferred channel is 93.3, and when they find out it's because im actually hoping for the occasional JPop song to hit the airwaves, the mystery deepens.

my greatest moments in music have been as a musician. i believe in the power of the melody, the communion of the chord progression, the rage of the rhythm. to me, what are words next to the sheer depth of emotion that music, unfettered by the speech of man, can evoke? an encumberment at best. listen to Holst's Planets and Rach II. words? words fail us, as they often do in everyday usage. best to sit back and let the music hit you, soak deep into your being and speak directly to your spirit.

and that is why i like JPop. the chords speak to me too. they call out to me in ways the white man's songs, or that crap which people term as R&B, never will. the melodies speak of a world of ways strange and familiar, and its rhythms seem to lift my feet forward.

JPop. it just is.

Moon Crying - Koda Kumi

Thursday, September 25, 2008

3

its really been 3 years! 5 of knowing her, 3 of love, and many more to come. despite all the difficulties i have grown to love her more and more, her little idiosyncrasies and peculiarities adding charm and humanity to a wonderful person.

and with that background, here's a food review for the anniversary dinner!

Dozo is located in Valley Point Shopping Centre, away from the orchard crowd somewhere in the River Valley area. i got to know about it from the ever-useful hungrygowhere.com portal, where it had garnered 16 straight positive reviews on the strength of its service.

they really weren't kidding. my reservation was for 6.30 but by 5.30 me and PJ were already starving, so we toddled down from Orchard after doing some essential shopping. arriving 15min early, we inquired as to whether we could occupy early. the staffer immediately ushered us in. the restaurant's culture is one whereby all the waiters and waitresses are warm, friendly and joke with the guests, be in when introducing menu items or serving the food. they also aim to give best service. when i made the booking, the person taking the call asked if it was a special occasion. the resulting exchange of information yielded a little cake with a candle on the house. high marks for service, these guys are deliberately aiming to deliver.

the dinner (which is after all the point of the whole exercise, ja?) is organised as a set menu costing $58+++ for a dinner or $38+++ for lunch, sans the starter. diners get to choose the appetiser (starter is fixed), soup, entree, main, dessert and drink. the menu choices are also rotated every 3 months to keep things new and exciting.


the starter dish was 3 very small, chic-looking bite-sized things which were honestly very tasty but i'm not quite sure what they were. i do recall a grilled scallop with a sprig of asparagus and what seemed to be foie gras on a piece of toast.


for appetisers, i had escargot and PJ had her a foie gras chawanmushi. the escargot was acceptable, i guess. the concept was to subvert the usual garlic butter paradigm by making it a teensy bit like an oyster mornay, ie drowning it in cheese. i like cheese more than i like oysters, to be honest. more cheese for the escargots would have been nice. PJ's chawanmushi was a source of unexpected amusement. it actually, in all honesty, smelled like wet dog. not unpleasantly so, it was more like a small happy dog which had been caught in the rain while on walkies rather than a Hound of the Baskervilles type of smell, but still wet dog. and it tasted like... chawanmushi with bird liver in it. tasty, but nothing to make faces like a japanese food vlog.

soup was a cream of mushroom with black truffles and a seafood bisque. i dont know whether its my philistine tastes, but the seafood didnt quite agree with me. too much of the crustacean-type umami, and perhaps a little too much grog thrown into the soup stock. more cream might have modulated the flavour well. the mushroom was however good. coarse-blend mushroom bits for extra goodness. not quite sure why truffles are so hyped tho...

next up was a beef carpaccio for me and a crab salad for PJ. the carpaccio was a bigger hit with me than it was for her. the external surface of the beef appeared to have been lightly cooked before being thinly sliced and went well with the flaked parmesan and crepe. i think i would actually have been pretty happy to eat something like that (in 3x the quantity) for a light lunch. the crab salad was however a bit of a hassle; while the claw had been cracked and a section removed for access, it still required some dissection.

i had the beef steak for a main. consisting of medium-rare sliced beef on a very very hot granite stone, this seemed to be the best item of the night. one could cook each individual slice to preference on the hot stone, protected by a leaf, and few things make me happier than beef. Peijun's cod was decent enough, but by this time she was beginning to feel stuffed, and eating the cod became a bit more of an exercise. the pairing of cod with some filo pastry did assist in lightening the usually heavy flavour of the fish.

dessert was a hot chocolate cake with ice cream, and a green tea creme brulee. both competent, but nothing to write home about. and of course, the surprise little cake to end the evening!

so to sum up, excellent service, okay food. nice ambience, although going early means its quite quiet. it seems more like a girls night out kind of place, where the waiters can be cheeky and the small serves will fill up petite young ladies...

Lion - May'n, Megumi Nakajima

Friday, September 12, 2008

The Fine Art Of Annoying Your Dental Practitioner

or: how to piss me off.

its actually quite strange how patients can find new and inventive ways to piss off the dentist. its not the cleverest thing to do really, to antagonise the person who will be placing sharp objects into your head in an effort to fix things gone wrong in your mouth.

1) say the word 'cheap' more than 2 times in 20min
-yes, i really do like being reminded of how amazingly low i charge in the government service, and how good that makes me feel about the quality of work vs its monetary value
1a) say the word 'expensive' more than 2 times in 20min when i try to refer you, or in reference to the last dentist you saw
-see above

2) address your dentist as 'Mr' instead of 'Dr'
-especially when i specifically introduce myself as Dr Ee. are you deaf, rude or inattentive? we've been 'Dr' since the 1980s in these parts, mind...

3) inordinate squeamishness towards dental treatment
-grow up. please. the days of low-TLC dentistry ended with the last generation. we treat patients well... until they anger us.

4) strange noises during treatment
-some describe the noises as sounding constipated. some describe them as tortured. i really don't want to hear things when im trying to deliver an injection, clear your decay or clean the crud out of your gums.

5) keeping quiet during treatment and then filing complaints with the Clinic Exec after
-why not just tell me before i do things and save us the trouble? if you don't want something, opening your mouth and keeping still is in fact implied consent. so yes, please... don't be an idiot.

6) show a lack of attentiveness when the dentist explains treatment/brushing technique
-these days we work on a basis of information and trust. you must must must must understand what it is that we do. we are only legally empowered to advise, not to dictate. for goodness sake, pay bloody attention when i talk to you. and 'you decide lah' is not an acceptable answer, it reeks of a lack of responsibility.

7) knock on the dentist's door or barge in demanding to be seen when it isn't your turn
-if you can't do this in an ATM queue when drawing money or at HDB HQ when applying for a flat, what makes you think it's acceptable here? and do you really want to piss off the person who will be putting sharp objects into your mouth?

8) act as if subsidised dental treatment is a birthright and not a privilege
-really, if you can wear good clothes, nice shoes and a decent watch and carry a leather wallet with money in it and a credit card and yet complain that $60 2 times a year for scaling in the private is too expensive, what are you actually telling me? thats less than 50 cents a day across the year, for your information...
8a) act as if getting fast appointments is a birthright and not a privelege
-yes, we really are booked up for 3 months solid. welcome to government service! no amount of whining or threatening the Clinic Exec will change this fact, or our desire to honour the appointments of those who came before you.

so yes, 8 ways to piss of your dentist. this is of course not exhaustive. feel free to drop me suggestions so that i may add to this list.

Tuesday, September 02, 2008

Dental Reflections 009

so heres one which is a teensy bit off the clinical and more into the philosophical.

what exactly is the relationship of the practitioner to the patient? what is it that patients expect from us, and we from them?

this was sparked after lunchtime discussions with Boss K about our ever-beloved FON patients and their weird ways. the main point here being, why in the world would a patient want to kick up a big fuss and aggravate the very people who they expect to treat their illnesses? we've all seen them in various forms wherever we practise... the Geylang Door-Knockers, the people who get the NDC patient-service 'bomb-squad' down on practically every visit, the nasty parents at HPB. and yet, these people come back again and again and again to our clinics despite having made their unhappiness very unclear. lets be honest; we're not the only dental practice in town. there is an abundance of dental treatment available to the population, from the back-lorongs of Geylang to the high towers of Orchard Road. some even go across the causeway on occasion. but yet the problematic people still return like homing pigeons. is it the excellent (for its cost) service we provide? the ability to break a young ego and spoil his day? or is it the fact that we're inexpensive?
i think that something should be done about this. we should be able to perform our services, get thanked for it at the end of the day and not have to worry about verbal abuse or getting stalked or complaints being forwarded to the boss for doing treatment in a manner consistent with modern standard of care. we should not have to have patients complain about rising costs of dental work when they live in condominiums and have nice watches and gold jewellery. we should not have people barge into our rooms demanding to be seen as walk-ins for loose teeth when the periodontal damage was already done 10 years ago. and we most certainly should be appreciated for heroically scaling the severe periodontitis cases instead of getting scolded or complained about because they feel sensitive when their great walls are being broken down. we should be allowed to blacklist nasty patients from our clinics, and to share this information with the other polyclinics if necessary. people who abuse us and want to play the system for all its worth do not deserve to benefit from healthcare in the public sector; their selfish interference in fact decreases efficiency and drives up running costs. i already suspect that healthcare bleeds a huge chunk out of the government budget. people should pay for their dental work so that more money can be turned to education and general medicine for the terminally ill.
and as an aside, i hate it when people call my treatment cheap. it makes me feel cheap. i do the best work humanly possible under the conditions. but the public thinks dental work is like buying refrigerators or cars; compare the price tag and buy something cheap. how clean they end up after a scaling is not important so long as it's 'gentle'. they'll never see the subgingival wall, anyway, and all that matters to them is that the black spots have been removed...

Monday, August 11, 2008

Cast Iron

i think i must be getting a touch of the emo, if things like this can hit me harder than they should. after 2 weeks of faithful support, hearing unsavoury and inaccurate things about myself is a slap in the face. but then again, what's there to expect. i went to do a dirty job, to be the enforcer/bad cop/hatchetman that noone was willing or wanted to do. what more can one expect than misinformation and malice?

the news came to me as such: a certain classmate of mine was conversing with a junior on All Night Long. and in the course of discourse with this year 2 she was told by said junior that there was this year 5 called Jon who kept coming down every night, and made the juniors sing and sing and sing the anthem until 11pm.

[rant] half-truths are the nastiest lies. yes, i was there every night. i think that the year 2s in general deserve some support. its not like the old days when things were convenient to make visits, now that they've been plonked in the parking lot far away from a faculty which, due to the unthinking and misguided actions of a few successive years of infantile iconoclasts, has been unable to show the level of support that they could in the old days. now, only a few seniors pop by for fly-bys and don't really stay to get to know the new colleagues-in-the-making. frankly, its easier to talk to the year 2s than the year 1s, which is what i've mostly been doing. the Ballman, FOC head, various dance ICs... either getting to know them a little bit better, or even in one case having a deep discussion that i think did both our souls some good. but to imply that to kick the asses of dysphonic juniors was my only activity or reason for coming boggles the mind. its tiring, dammit! its tiring to show up every night without rest, to stay back and talk to people and find out how they're doing and craft words of encouragement for each and every one of them personally. i could well have not given a rat's posterior about orientation. lets face it, who does these days? who cares about the company of dirty children playing at construction worker in the parking lot far away from one's immediate area? the sponsors for sure, and they have every right to be there. but respect also those who give, not of money but their time. by not understanding the heart of the people who show up for you, you spit on their charity, the precious time which they have given which you cannot return to them. and in so doing, you show your lack of manners. it is this same paradigm shift in attitude which drives your seniors away from visiting you, it reeks of a foul egotism which cannot be allowed so early in your career.

by exaggeration, you also show either a poor memory or a lack of integrity. i did not make them sing every night, although the singing was... *searches for a kind word* sub-par. i wish i could have done so, but it was not meant to be. and to say that i held them back from going home on time, up until 11pm every night? you bare-faced liar! they were dispersed far and wide before eleven, possibly an good half hour earlier on most nights, and i only pushed the song, what, 3 of the 8 nights before All Night Long. glue for sticking bits onto the float must have addled your brain...

and finally, i'm a Year 6, you fool. remember that. [/rant]

and to end with a little quote, here's something i found while reading a bit of fiction...

'Not all of me is dust. Within my song, safe from the worm, my spirit will survive'
- Alexander Pushkin

what kind of song, what kind of legacy will i leave? hopefully one that resounds richer and louder than that which that damn fool of a junior dares to think of me...

Tuesday, July 29, 2008

Dental Reflections 008

seems like i've been doing a lot of big-ass CRs here. the irony being of course the absence of such basics as primer and B-shades... have kinda developed a technique for doing massive CR direct inlay-onlay work to restore occlusal surfaces or even VD...
1) caries free and any cavity prep necessary or possible. in the absence of decent dentine bonding systems, fling Vitrebond with abandon at all visible dentine.
2) place matrix system of choice (or lack of choice *coughcough*) and get 3/4 of the occlusal height needed. cure, check for clearance
3) vaseline the opposing tooth
4) re-etch the tooth if needed. splooge a generous dollop of CR onto the tooth, shape it roughly to look sort of like a tooth.
5) bite and grind! beware the patient with weird bite/posturing.
6) cure. check occlusion. curse under your breath if the patient has only just revealed said wierd bite.