melancholic songs play on as i struggle through another hypo-absorptive afternoon. exams are tomorrow and i just feel so empty. and im going to need to find a powerpoint for my laptop soon. in a very strange kind of way, im going to welcome tomorrow. it means that i can get on with my life. go and have fun without having people prioritising studies over enjoyment. maybe even paint again.
my temporalis is killing me again. this is really the first time i've been aware of this kind of thing happening during examinations. rubbing it or putting a cold can against it seems to make it feel a bit better but i really hope for better relief in a short while. at least this is a pain which will go away. pains of the heart and mind are another matter all together.
its been almost a whole year now. will it end? who knows... the trip to china might just be what i need to free myself.
One Year, Six Months - Yellowcard
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